Why Don’t I…?

I am thrilled to be able to say that the Hopscotch quilt is off the table and the binding is almost done! I am excited about sending it to my aunt, so I will be putting more time into finishing it. I hope I will still be excited when it’s washed and I get to see it in all it’s crinkly goodness. That will be a first, a true start to finish quilt, from cutting and piecing, to binding, to crinkles. I’ve done several projects, but not with all the steps. Then, even though I had a project plan, I started on something new for for the kid. One of those, “why don’t I….?” things I try on a whim.

This one may work out. She loves to go to the little fairs and festivals around here. Sometimes we go on nature walks or take the dogs out. I’d like her to carry her water and whatever she may need, like a snack, rain poncho, etc. Thinking about that, SewCanShe.com has an “easy peasy drawstring backpack” pattern and tutorial I kept being drawn to. I partly like the idea because the kid has a drawstring bag now and is used to the idea, but it isn’t sized to her.And, it’s not something she can grab and go because it currently has the job of keeping her swim gear together, ready to go, making it a good and handy storage place, too.

The thought process continued with how to make it appealing to her and encourage her to carry it. That is almost a no-brainer, put a dinosaur on it. The add-on bonus here is the timing for Easter. I’ve collected a few things for her basket (no dinosaurs!) So, this is going to be her basket! I think I’m even going to have a little plant sitting in it, she’s been wanting one, and it will further the illusion and represent “Life”at Easter. Pictures to come, I hope. Some plans do not look as good in life as they do in my head.

I took some scrap material, of course, and cut the pieces for the bag. Then, I looked through one of her dinosaur books for ideas and adapted one for the project, keeping in mind I did not want to deal with tiny claws or teeth. I covered a small cookie sheet with plastic, and taped that down along with a white fabric scrap. I outlined the dinosaur in pencil and used Derwent Inktense Blocks to color it in (shown in the picture above). If you use water on the color, it will bleed into surrounding areas. That may have been okay here, but I wanted to control the blend, so I used aloe vera gel to wet it. I cut it out with needle-turned-applique in mind. Yes, this may work!

On the quilt side of things, the lesson of the week is to not buy a cheap quilt kit for practice. I know my intention was good. It was cute enough, I wanted to do some smaller pieces that would be easier to manipulate in the machine, like baby quilt size, and it was on sale. It’s triangles, mostly, so that was something new and appealing for practice. A bit bigger than baby size, but okay. So, the thing is, I like the colors (which are much brighter than pictured), but, I am not thrilled with the fabric patterns.

I had pieced all the triangles and had only three pairs left that were to be pieced as four patches when I found one piece a half an inch short. It was late. I knew some of the earlier pieces were off and kept thinking, “just trim to the smallest one”. But, when it happened so clearly on the last set, I was flummoxed. I wrote the company and told them about what I’ve told you here. As I said, it was late and I apparently wasn’t thinking well, or I would have simply realized I could trim it to the size and match the others, IF it could match. Anyway, I asked them what I could do and they sent me a new layer cake to replace the one piece! I just wanted guidance. Maybe because I told them I knew others were off? I was impressed. So, that project had been on the shelf til the new pieces came, and longer, as I got involved elsewhere.

You know me, I always have other stuff going so waiting on the replacement was good. I worked on the quilting of Hopscotch. When it came off the table, the triangle stuff was back. Part of my frustration is deciding what to do! I don’t want a bigger quilt of this, I wanted smaller to practice with. I don’t want to put my craft budget into buying more backing and binding. At the same time, I don’t want these spare pieces hanging out in my scraps space – they don’t “spark joy” to reference the de-cluttering guru’s guiding phrase. (Marie Kondo).

So, I am putting them all together anyway, as three smaller quilts. I had already laid out and arranged the first group when I decided to use the rest up. We’ll see. As a new quilter, the decision process and figuring out the math is difficult and frustrating for me, hence my penchant for kits. One of the great things, well, two, that I have realized with this… one, I am getting faster at getting it together and, two, I am willing and able to finish what I started – something that in the past I may not have done.

I think I’ll be pleased in the long run. I’ll have at least a couple of extra quilts for kids, picnics, dog pads… I’ll let you know as it proceeds. Praise to Bluprint for simply sending a replacement pack when it was obvious this quilt was not going to meet the specifications due to poor cutting on the company’s part. I deserve praise, too, for using what I’ve got come to think of it! I’m pushing now because I want to get the quilt for my daughter-in-law on the table! After, I finish the Dino backpack. Oh, and all those trimmings from squaring up the bright pieces I’ve been working on? Those are going to be the “grass” in the basket.

I haven’t mentioned another huge project I’m working on. It’s a book/planner based on the “The Twelve Powers of Man” by Charles Fillmore. So many people I know choose a work they want to keep in front of them for the year, a practice I also embrace, and often let slide through the year. I love exploring this information and find it warms my heart to be putting it in practical practice format of words to lean into and grow spiritually with. That work will stay behind the scenes for now, and I may find it is one of those things that ends up being for my own learning, not sharing. That happens with Spiritual teachings sometimes. You find you are very excited about a piece you suddenly “get” and are confused that others don’t share your excitement. Well, friend, that piece was meant for you, for now. It happens, I accept it. That’s Life.

In my for now, it seems I need to get back to work! There was a time so many projects, along with regular life stuff like dishes, laundry, sweeping…. would have been overwhelming. I am grateful I can get excited and pick the next direction. While that may not be holding true as I take in ALL I want to accomplish in the next couple of months, it is as I look at what’s before me now.

Back to work. Love you! Take care of yourself!

Cathy

from where?

I posted that I planned to “pray with my feet moving.” To pick a position and take action regarding it. I am a person of peace, but the actions of leadership of our country have gotten to me and I began feeling some anxiety. There is a feeling of helplessness, of vulnerability, of not knowing what to do to cope or how to effect a change. And I’m hearing the same from others and they are asking what they can do.

Here is where I am starting. I have the number of the Senate and I have a phone, and I have a voice. I have heard it truly does make a difference, but it takes numbers and I invite you to join in. I do not sign every petition, or call for just anything. My voice, and energetic vibration, is strongest when I feel strong about the situation.

Here is my second step. I have a belief that we need to be gentle with our planet. I admire the people who can organize their lives to shop and prepare food with a mason jar of trash remaining after a year. I am a bit envious of those who can ride a bike and use it as their primary mode of transportation. But I am not there yet.

But I do have a strong belief in foundational statements. If I have a belief that Kindness is important, then all else must flow forth from there. If I have a belief that God is Love, then that can be built upon. If I believe we need to be gentle with our planet and I think there is a problem with plastic bags and straws, then I need to be in integrity with myself and act accordingly. If I believe that our dependence and usage of oils is harmful by fumes or spills, then I need to act accordingly. I am not ready to give up my vehicle or in a position to buy one that runs on other than gas right now, but I can walk more, like when picking up Indigo after school. I can schedule my errands to be a efficient as possible. I can take my reusable bags to the store and use them. And that is only the beginning. If I want action, I need to be living from those deep beliefs by taking action. If we don’t, then maybe we are the ones living by “alternative facts”.

 

just a word

In this space between the quiet rebirth of the spiritual within and the explosion of growth that becomes a new year, is the perfect time to contemplate what will guide the direction of that growth. I have found, along with an amazing number of others, that a word can be all the platform needed to rest on and spring forth from.

What’s in a word? This word will be a reminder. When making decisions from myriad of choices, it can be a Light on the path. It is the foundation on which to build a sturdy structure to withstand the winds of whims and possibilities. It is a resting place for a busy mind. It is a calling forth of the best with us in a focused manner.

In selecting a word, go deep. The faith or fear lesson that I so love to work with isn’t just in a choice between the two. It is the premise that we all have faith inherent in our nature and  on occasion will direct it and  focus on what we fear or don’t want in our life. That one became more of a phrase of “where is my faith?’ than a word, but it was great to explore over a period of time.

Courage, strength, peace, love, mindfulness, Light, are examples.Be aware of what a word may trigger, side effects may be stirred up. Best example… patience. Those who focus on growing with this word may find they have many opportunities to learn the practice of patience and that can be very exhausting. Faith is a better choice, or divine order, because you can develop patience in knowing that by faith all things work together for good, as in divine order and that the current condition will pass.

Recently I became aware of someone who chose the word “dig” for the word of the year. It seemed odd yet as I considered the implications, it is a great word to employ for revelations and understanding. As an artist, she wanted the reminder to go deeper with her artistic expression and over the long term, I’m sure she will find healing at depth to be part of her year.

What’s in a word? Transformation.